It is my only daughterʻs birthday.
She is 21.
She is who I champion these causes for the very most….her, and all of the other daughters of the world even the ones who canʻt get past their own self-deception.
Rather than go on and on about what we already know is happening in this world today, I will, instead, implore you all to care.
Remember that?
That thing, that energy called caring where the caring came from you and was given to others?
Remember how much you cared about other people and for one reason or another, you have chosen to not to anymore, and the way that any one of us has allowed it to happen is simply just letting things go.
And when you are one who practices the things that I practice, letting go does not mean to let go, with wild abandon, those things, people, etc etc, who you otherwise would feel guilty about, because for some odd reason or another, you may have felt compelled, by your own guilty conscience, to not make sure that they were okay.
And you call yourself a human being who cares.
Are you really now?
Have you started that caring right there, in your own life, where your own house, literally and proverbially, needs to be cleaned?
Are you still trying hard to outdo other people and every time you think you have, that shit comes roaring back in your face, reminding you of how much you still have to grow?
Nah…I am not different, and for a long time, I was paying attention to the plants that I grew, but was not thinking about the Ocean which connects me to my roots, on either side of the Pacific. I was born and raised here in Southern California, the place to which I have referred to as being #TheRockin9th island which is my ʻaina, and no one at all gets to tell me how I am doing this whole….Being Hawaiian…. wrong, and according to how much their own feelings of separateness, their own feelings of something that they have believed, forever and ever amen, that only included how certain people felt and feel, and more, how they just cannot seem to let go of a generational hatred.
That shit will kill us all quicker than you want to believe it will, but hey…at least you did not die being wrong, right???
Riiiiiight
SO…then there is the other thing, where, by right of the cosmos, and the quantum physics thing that is the most magnetic thing in Astrology, that Bible-thumping blind people seem to think is the entire world gone to shit, all because in their worlds, there is no such thing as speaking anything but ” ʻmurrkin” ….hahahhahaaa yeah, I actually heard someone call our ….”culture” ….here in the states call it that and if you say it just as it is spelled you will figure out all on your own what the hell our issue is, not as a nation, but as humans who have colonialized the thought process but forgot that there are some of us who did not hail from european roots…in fact a whole lot of us are….. oh my…. indigenous….and the vast majority of us are PISSED OFF.
Including this Mainland Maoli girl…and to those with whom I share ancestry with, but not DNA…if you do not like the way that I represent who we are on this side of the water which is MY fuckinʻ ʻAina…then donʻt read what I have to say and when you need people who share ancestry with you to follow your cause, go find the ones who are looking for something to fuck with us on this side of the water over…which is usually just people not being able to get past the idea that if you are looking for free land you are not going to get it, so why not protect the culture that is trying to thrive? Why do you believe that you are going to be the hero to just you and yours when you could choose to be that for us all?
Yeah…I fuckinʻ went there….I said that shit and if I become the most hated woman in my culture who is on this side of the ocean and all because there are VERY FEW who seem to look towards what is the actual thing that we are up against and you still think you are going to win anything (namely that shit called free rent) and you do not like the shit I have to say and yet you still read it???
Good…I hope you are as okole sore/ass hurt about it as I meant for you to be.
The time that calls for solidarity so that we can save our asses was here a LONG TIME ago, and while I get it in terms of misappropriation of our culture, there is the bigger thing at hand that those who are in high office and who not one of us will impact unless we continue to throw this shit in their faces …..you will end up being part of the problem, instead of part of the solution and really, you cannot be one without also accepting that you are also part of the other.
That is what is called Balance, and in this lifetime and in these bodies we drag our souls around in throughout our times as human beings, we forget that we are not here to make more of a problem but, that is what has happened, and really, it is all over the way that i believe too many people have decided is in that black book that people have thumped others with for generations.
The thing that no one wants to hear is that the reason why this world is in the energy that it is now is because everyday people are learning about where we get the idea that somehow we are the most intelligent species on the planet, and following that nonsense, we also believe ourselves to be the most humane. I use a lot of sea creatures in my Facebook posts and while it might seem to others that I change causes the truth is that everything that I support has its origins in my life and from a very early start.
Believe it when I tell you that everything I post ….ALL OF THAT SHIT has some connection to my life, and if, again, you do not like the Me who I could no longer keep quiet, all because a few people do not like my truth?
Bite me…..
When I was a little girl, my mom taught me to love flowers, and birds, and animals, taught me to plant. I learned to dance hula at he age of 3, and was reading by the time that I was 4. All my life I was shown that things that were not things that brown people do, was also what “good little ladies did” not do.
One of those things was to come flying right in the face of the religious upbringing I had that rendered and still renders a whole lot of us unable to strike a balance between our ancient selves who honor the natural Earth cycles, and, man made time, that keeps us all in a hierarchy of class-level bullshit….I am here to remind all of us, there is no race on this planet OTHER THAN THE HUMAN RACE of which we are all a part of.
I learned a whole lot throughout the course of my lifetime regarding what it means to be a good Hawaiian person, and I raised three good Hawaiians, so, having been raised as such, I also know that I raised three good human beings, and more than that, since I know that quantum physics only allows us to draw to us who we are, I must apologize to all those people who I have recently excused from my life…you might be a good person in your world, but, based on how I have been treated by a lot of people?
You no longer fit in mine...take that how you want to, because I mean it when I say it, that if you are not able to see the sameness that is you in other people, then you do not belong with those people. It took me a while to remember that, for fucksake – I am the LAST PERSON WHO WILL MINCE WORDS and if you do not like anything that I have said to you in the past….say six months, and you have not bothered to see the person who I am and have been this whole time????
Again, being the #Pisces who I Am and since it is that one of my ʻAumakua is Kaʻahu Pahau, the Shark deity….I will say it AGAIN…
…you can bite me.
All of you.
When I was a kid, I was shown what it was to be different, to be pointed out over something that I could not have chosen, which was the color of my skin and the shape of my eyes. As I got older, it did not take long for the truth in some girls who were my age whose mothers taught them to hate other girls because of what they look like. If it were not for me having dealt with this one thing, even now, I might not have turned out to be the kick ass human being I KNOW THAT I AM, and not one mother fucker can take that away from me….ever….even though one tried, and well, not even his own daughter, the one who is 21 today, will admit to his being her father….
I took all of that time in my life and from it, I went on to teach others from the things that caused me pain…being forgotten about, being made to feel like I always had to compete with larger, girthier girls and for what….the idea that I had to fight back harder because I was not physically, am still not physically, a large woman?
Someone elseʻs ideal of what current trends call acceptable and beautiful?
By whose sorry ass standards?
I Am, however, an insanely intelligent one, and have refused, for a long time now, to be anything else, just to allow someone else who is NOT ME, be able to get one over on me, to be able to tell the lies about who I Am, when who I Am is just like you who is reading this – fuckinʻ awesome, and you are that way NOT because you are reading this but, because I know that most people who take the time to read things that ramble on and on like this are the same sort of people who question EVERYTHING, but especially the common, usually WRONG assumptions about what the hell they do not know that they do not know.
So, to further not mince words…
We are going through a big giant falling away of everything that we thought was normal and most of what we are dealing with is meant to hurt us, so that when we get good and sick and fucking tired of restating what ought to be so easy to take on (that shit called the truth…and you do not get to pick what is someone elseʻs truth about you…when you do that, you minimize who THEY are and devalue how they feel….and yeah – I AM THE FUCK TALKING TO ANYONE WHO HAS DONE THAT TO ME LATELY….again…BITE ME if you cannot handle it…) we can grow from the bullshit that, for lots of us, takes some serious time and effort to let go of….that shit called abuse, no matter where it came from is the reason why…and yeah, I have told everyone who has and who has not asked, that the men in our lives are also those who end up hurting from abuse that they might not say anything about…
Itʻs a guy thing. I Am not a guy.
So to all of those who seem to want their nice little world to not be hampered with, I give you this….
Hahahahaha Pluto is going to crash your party, and Saturn is coming to make arrests hahahahahaaa and Capricorn ainʻt gonna stop at just breakinʻ knees, and Neptune is GOING TO make you wish you never ate that magick mushroom …. and hahahahaha all at the same time, Jupiter is going to make EVERYTHING you focus on that much WAY bigger, to the point of …either growing to its fullest and best OR becoming SO overblown with the ego that it blows itself to smithereens….either way, hahahhaa you are right – it is totally all about you….
You need -ALL OF YOU – to pay the fuck attention already.
Your empires are meant to be trashed and your safety walls that you think you have erected will be destroyed by the truths that you cannot handle but, that you have, yourselves, made be that, even in your own lives, and where you think it is that you are safe as fuck…well, here comes another Uranus aspect to throw big surprise parties for us all.
Stop pointing fingers -you are not as cool as you want to think you are, or more hahhahahaha that you think you are and have to keep telling people that you are.
The most ….awesome…thing I had ever heard was told to me years ago, and those words STILL ring true…
“If you have to tell people you are cute, you are probably not….”
My friend, Kim, the desert philosopher…..
Take it how you want to
But do not take the fact lightly that we have a LOT OF SHIT GOINʻ ON…..
It is time to take up your sword, your shield, and if it pertains to you….your big angry bras and fight the good fight….
Just sayinʻ
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